Karam Nama
2026 / 9 / 21
I cannot return to my university today, forty years after graduation, insisting on using the small black pocket calculator that once felt like an extension of my hand. The world has changed-;- that calculator has become a tablet carrying a planetary memory. Yet nothing can confiscate the feeling that rises in me when a song from the old campus club resurfaces,´-or-when I see a young man wearing a shirt that looks exactly like the ones we wore back then.
The difference between the calculator and the song is not a matter of time, but of intimacy. Using the calculator today feels like trying to restart an extinct device. Listening to an old song, however, feels like restarting a part of yourself, the part that stayed with you even as everything else moved on.
The past is not backwardness nor a retreat. If it were, why would nostalgia provoke us so deeply? Why does it awaken something that resembles a first heartbeat,´-or-that moment when we once believed the world could be understood?
Nostalgia is not a desire to retrieve what has gone. It is a desire to retrieve the rhythm with which we once lived, a slower, deeper, quieter rhythm, one that allowed for listening.
This week, Chine McDonald, -dir-ector at Theos, wrote in the Financial Times about a sudden wave of nostalgia that struck her in a Cambridge University library when a floppy disk from the 1990s was passed around. A small piece of plastic, yet it carried the familiar click of the old Amstrad machines. A sound once ordinary, now buried under digital silence.
That moment was not nostalgia for the disk itself, but for a time when sound was part of the experience, not a digital simulation of it.
The Swiss medical student Johannes Hofer coined the word nostalgia in 1688 from two Greek roots: nostos, meaning homecoming, and algos, meaning pain. Nostalgia, then, is not longing for the past but the pain of returning to it, a soft pain, yet unmistakably real. It resembles what Odysseus felt on his journey back to Ithaca after the Trojan War: he was not returning to a place, but to a self he had lost along the way.
Perhaps this explains why Christopher Nolan’s film “The Odyssey” has crossed the billion‑-;-dollar mark within weeks of release, drawing crowds who seem eager to revisit a myth about returning home. It may also explain why poetry sales in Britain are expected to reach a record high this year, buoyed by the film’s success.
But what is striking today is that nostalgia is no longer confined to those who lived the past. It has become a phenomenon among a generation that never experienced it. Across the Arab world, young people search for cassette tapes they never heard, film cameras they never used, Atari consoles they never played.
A generation raised in infinite digital abundance longs for something tangible, something with weight, sound and even smell.
In the Arab world, nostalgia has taken on a collective form. Hundreds of thousands of Facebook pages have become open archives of memory: old school photos, accounting notebooks, cafés from the 1960s, fashion from the 1970s, magazine covers, and images of Baghdad, Damascus, Beirut and Rabat before traffic swallowed their streets.
People write beneath these photos small confessions: “Here we waited for the bus.” “This was my first school bag.” “This street looked like us before everything changed.”
These pages are not visual indulgence. They are a collective attempt to retrieve a time when the world could be touched, not merely swiped.
Nostalgia here is not for objects, but for a different relationship with time, one measured not by speed but by meaning-;- not by arrival but by the journey-;- not by digital memory but by the memory stored in the soul.
In today’s world, nostalgia has become a form of resistance, resistance to speed, to noise, to a future that feels fragmented, accelerated, tense and heavy with expectations no one can bear.
This is why people return to paper books, old music, -print-ed photographs, and objects that can be held. It is why an entire generation is rediscovering analogue technology: cassette tapes, film cameras, compact discs.
People are not searching for the past. They are searching for themselves in the past, for a moment when life could be touched, not scrolled.
Nostalgia is not an illness, as Hofer once suggested. It is an attempt to -restore- inner balance in a world that has lost its own. It is the desire to hold on to a thin thread of the past so we do not slip entirely into the velocity of the present. It is a search for meaning in a time that offers everything except meaning.
So when I hear an old campus song, I do not retrieve the past-;- I retrieve myself. And when I see that small black calculator, I do not see an obsolete device-;- I see a time when the world was less complicated, when things were understood before they were used, a world in which I did the thinking, rather than outsourcing it to artificial intelligence.
What we are witnessing today is a distinctly twenty‑-;-first‑-;-century nostalgia. Not nostalgia for cassette tapes, but for something harder to name: a slower relationship with time, with one another, and with ourselves. Some find this nostalgia in the constancy of religion, which may explain the noticeable rise in believers in both Islam and Christianity.
This is not a desire to return to the past. It is a quiet rebellion against dominant narratives about the future.
But the question remains, refusing to leave us: Is nostalgia an attempt to recover ourselves,´-or-an attempt to escape a new version of the world we do not yet know how to inhabit? Do we return to the past because we love it,´-or-because the future no longer offers enough reassurance?
And if nostalgia is a quiet rebellion against the future’s story, are we, without noticing, writing a new story of time, one that says humans are not searching for yesterday, but for the selves they lost along the way?
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